I must get stronger. I must learn how to work things out. I must learn how to get up again, even if it's not as easy as I remember it. I must learn of mistakes, but first I must make them. I must cry and stop crying. I must understand the difference between needs and wants. I must strengthen my better sides and learn how to accept the less good. I must trust my own instincts. I must be a better friend. I must try my best in every situation. I must see the good in life, in people, in things and every scenario. I must smile more.

And I must do this on my own. Without you.